My Linux Life

I don’t ever expect to talk about relationships on here again after this.  But I want to make it clear why I am this time.  I had to go my own way.  But let me be clear.  It’s not just women I blame for it.  It’s me too.  I have a horrible habit of picking the same kind of women over and over.  Years go by, I waste more of my life.  More of my time.  More of my money.

I’ve become more broken.  I’m not capable of love anymore.  Let’s look at my numbers:

I’ve had 36 “serious” relationships.  Four of them became engagements.  Three of them became marriages.

All my marriages ended in lies, her cheating and ending up in bankruptcy.

I’m thankful that of all those failed relationships, I didn’t get divorce raped.  Still a good part of my check went to supporting kids that to this day, don’t accept me as Dad.  All the visitations, all the money, all the gifts and all the phone calls didn’t mean a thing.  I somehow they still believe I abandoned them.  I only served 4 years in the Navy.  I still called, gifted, visited and paid.  I will never say I’m sorry for serving my country.  I can’t say I’m sorry enough to the kids.  Nothing ever helps.  They were taken from me at 3 and 4 years old.  They were told lies about me.

There are people who disagree with MGTOW.  They call it a stupid way of thinking.  Or have how-to videos on relationships:

• They haven’t been divorce raped.
• Had their children turned against them.
• Had to pay out alimony and child support until they are working multiple jobs and homeless because all their money is being stripped from them.
• Never had the pleasure of finding out they are an Eskimo-brother.  (Sarcasm it’s freaking gross! 🤮)

Many outed husbands and fathers have committed suicide because of this horrible abuse from women.

As a victim of all of them above.  It’s committing to a lying, cheating, money grubbing woman that is the real stupidity.  The odds of finding a faithful loving woman is very low these days.  Thanks to modern feminism, women have been trained to expect cash and prizes once she becomes bored with you.  Some seek a relationship now with the intent to strip you of everything.

I’m no longer a SIMP.

This is my third house.  I won’t again get that fun call I got on my second house of, “You haven’t made a house payment in 8 months.”.  Because she was spending money on things we don’t need and men she bedded in hotels across town.

My credit score has never been higher.  Why?  Because I have no woman to bring it down with obsessive spending.

I won’t get that experience again of the Eskimo-bro.  That was so fucking gross.

I hope to never be homeless again because of a woman wrecking my life.

The list goes on and on of verbal abuse, lies and manipulation of me and the kids.  I’m done.

Since my life changing, near death experiences…  I’ve got more now than I ever did supporting a woman.  I made it out.  My advice, feel free to seek a long term relationship.  But don’t put a ring on it.  Saying, “I do.”, simply means “I do give you half or more of my wealth in exchange for the physical pleasures you’ve given me and to God knows who else.”.  Marriage used to mean something.  Vows used to mean something.  But as a man who has heard, “I’ll never lie or cheat on you.”, only for it to be a repeated lie in so many relationships.  I’m done trusting people.

I’m not wasting several more months or years on another woman.  Who will inevitably monkey branch to someone new or ride the cock-carousel behind my back.